Whatever

So, i havent blogged in forever because of school and my time management (or lack there of). So, what's new in my life is that i got into Carnegie Vanguard High School, i got a 3 on my AP Spanish test, and got a boyfriend (not in that order). I'm really happy about going to carnegie hs because it's a really good school and some of my best friends are going to be there.
So, i met my current boyfriend at a carnegie thing. His sister goes to the school and he applied to it. So, i met him there and we hung out with some friends and played pool. After that day, i realized he was in my study lab. After that, i started talking to him and realized he was a pretty cool guy. when the 8th grade dance came along, i had no date, which was fine with me. (He didn't have a date either.) During the dance, i danced with all my guy friends one-on-one. When it was his turn, Taylor Swift's song "Love Story" was playing. he commented on how he hated the song, and when i asked him why (i really liked the song), he said it was because it was overplayed. I just laughed. later, i got him to help me with putting on my heels. (he was my support so that i wouldn't fall). After a month (at another carnegie thing), he asked me out. We've been going out for about a month now. i miss him since he's in florida right now.
That's about it. Till next time,
LUNA

whatever

so... yeah... im just really bored and am writing this. im in dallas w/ my dad and brother. right now, my dad is probably asleep and my brother and his friends are doing stuff. my brother and one of his friends are playin a videogame and the other friend is watchin "Howl's Moving Castle". whatever. like i care what theyre doing. tomorrow, y bro is gonna take me to see twilight for the third time.
-Luna

Pentacles

Now, y'all should know that pentacles DO NOT represent the DEVIL!!! They signify the five elements. Yes, there are FIVE elements. You've probably only heard of four of them. You know, Air, Fire, Water, and Earth? Well, there's also one that not many people know about the fifth one. Spirit. Yes. Spirit IS an element. That's what pentacles represent. So... now you know! Hopefully, I've just brightened your dull lives. Even if I haven't, I taught you something new. And, if you already knew that, wel... then screw y'all!!! ................... Y'all know that I'm just joshing y'all, right? RIGHT?! Anywho, Bye!!!

-Luna

Nothing Has Changed

Yeah, so, I don't even know how long its been since I last posted, but that's because school started and it was kind of hectic learning and memorizing a new schedule and locker combo. Plus, there was that whole escaping Ike thing, so cut me some slack. Anywho, what the title says is true. Nothing has changed in my relationship with my father except that he stopped trying to call, or he's just and idiot and doesn't get that i lost my phone, even though the phone says its disconnected. Whatever. All I know is that he doesn't call and I won't call him because he should be the one calling, not me. I sent him a letter though. Not just because I need a new Ipod or because I keep trying to tell him that I want to spend Christmas with my mom and that I'll gladly spend Thanksgiving with him, but not Christmas. I also wrote him to tell him that I miss him and that I would really like it if he called or e-mailed me. Whatever. Things are getting bad with my mom now, too. We keep fighting. She blames me and I blame both of us. Okay, sometimes I just blame her, but I mostly blame the both of us because you can't start a fight all on your own you need some help from some one else. she just won't listen and my dad will not call. My life, right now, is pretty much a wreck and the only thing keeping me from going insane id my friends, though they can only do so much. I wish my life were a tad different, only in the form of me having better realtionships with my parents. Well, that's about all I can think to write.

-Luna

Some Feelings

Okay, so about 20 minutes ago, I watched a movie called The Circuit. After the movie I started to realize that I really related to the main character because, like me, her father wasn't a big part of her life. Ever since I was a little girl, I've always thought of my dad as a hero. That is, up until two years ago. I'm not gonna write the whole sob story because it would take up to much room, So, for an overview, let's just say that, if being a dad was a class... he would be failing it badly where I'm concerned. So, back to me figuiring out something after watching the movie. I finally realized why I was truly so mad at my dad for. It wasn't because he wasn't around all the time, or that it seemed that he played favorites with my older brother. It was becasue, for my whole life, he's never seen me. Yeah, he's SEEN me, but he's never truly seen ME. Whenever it was gift time, he would get me something that a "normal" girl would want or maybe a little girl. The thing is, I'm a tomboy, and I'm NOT a little grl anymore. He sees me as the type of girl who loves the color pink, adores designer brands, and gushes over purses. Me, I love the color black, adore band t-shirts, and gush over black or baggy jeans. I've always been who I am, and yet he still hasn't found out that I will never be the "ideal" daughter who enjoys things that I find stupid. Throughout my whole life, he's never truly shone me love or affection or even tried to gain any from me. Every time that I see him, he tries to buy my love and affection by buying me whatever I wanted. Up until recently, I found that I was happy with that, but I've opened my eyes and seen that by buying my love, he's just hurting me more than he's helping me.
-Luna

My Name

Some of you may not know Spanish, so I will explain my name. Luna means moon in Spanish and I love the moon. So, I made my name on this thing Luna. My real name is not Luna, but, for security purposes, I'm going to blog as Luna. Deal with it!!! Hope you understand now.
-Luna

Day 1

This is the first day that I write in my new blog. Only one person that I know knows about this blog. In this blog I'm gonna write about what I want and I don't care about what you think. Well... I do, but your opinions won't be taken into consideration much. As the title tells you, this blog will be all about moi. I might write about my friend's lives too, but it will mainly be about me. Hopefully I'll keep up with this blog.
-Luna